Saturday, May 24, 2003



  Wednesday, May 21, 2003
Just out of curiosity, what did y'all wear to formal last year? Every1's seen my dress 'cept Sage (Sage, it's black. JUST LIKE YOU :-D)
My friend Pat distill is showing up in a cape, white gloves, cane, and a tophat. He actually had serious plans to show up in a pink bunnysuit, Nate Jones even had the rental all arranged, but they wouldn't let him wear it! Party poops.



Oh, come on, Cornelius. You know you want to be able to smite anyone you want with impunity.



  Tuesday, May 20, 2003
Please do, Alison.



  Monday, May 19, 2003
Bowie knife, melissa?
I like seeing people make out. Not just because I'm a twisted freak (although I never stare, thats just not polite), but it subconciously makes me happy that people are making out and not fighting. I'm a true hippie at heart. Thats why I truly hate rape, it turns love into hate.
And ryan. Me too.



When I see people making out, I do not know why they are doing it. Are they doing it to avoid something, be it internal or external? What are they thinking?

Are they merely living for the kiss? If so, what are they when the kiss no longer binds them?

*sigh* I can pull out such bull when I am not thinking.

I shall begin to think now.

I want to be loved. I want someone to tell me that I am special, I want someone to welcome me into their arms and pet me. I want to feel them inside of me. I have felt it many times, but it gets weaker and weaker. It will most likely be crushed for some time now. I need to do some sorting out. I needed to do some sorting out a long time ago. I am sorry that my evasion hurt so many.



People are so beautiful and so ugly.

And not in the physical sense.

People amaze me.



The right context is hard to come by.



  Sunday, May 18, 2003
I really don't like to see people make out. Nor do I like to see people have sex. It disgusts me.