Friday, May 30, 2003
Yo dawgz, what're we all doing tonight? We'sa gotta do SUMTHIN!



  Thursday, May 29, 2003
Qué bonita.



PS: "NEIL" LOOKED LIKE THIS.

PPS: SORRY FOR MY SPASMS OF CAPITAL LETTERS. They may irritate you, but I assure you, they are very dear to my heart.



MY DRESS WAS RED. I know y'all care so much. And my hair was up. 'cause it used to be long. Before I chopped it all off. Kind of like these choppy sentences/sentence fragments.

I desire everything. I would be a very poor Buddhist.



  Wednesday, May 28, 2003
yes, tactful to the max.



Purpose.

Attention.

Love.

The ability to feel.

Love is the main one. It satisfies the second and fourth one, and can contribute to the first. If I love myself, I accept and embrace myself. If I love my friends, I feel that I am not alone. If my friends love me, that solidifies the security. If I love my cat, I will be comfortable knowing he is with me, and will take my affection. If I love my girlfriend, I will love myself all the more, and I will have someone that I feel I can love freely and physically. I think I may be a very loving person, and that for me to love is a very important thing for me. I think if I cannot love, or have no one to love, I will feel incomplete. I do love, even now, but I'm still hindered by my guilt and all of those negative feelings. I should probably make a list of them all. That'll make it easier to deal with.

That reminds me. I also desire truth and honesty.



  Tuesday, May 27, 2003
*cough cough* BULLSHIT *cough cough*

Dude, I didn't ask what you wanted to want, I asked you want you want. There's plenty of things I can think of for you, Sage.



I don't want anything. That way, when I gt something I am happy.



  Monday, May 26, 2003
Calvin: "Hobbes, if you could have anything in the world, what would you ask for?"
Hobbes: "A tuna sandwich."
Calvin: "What?! I'd ask for a private island, a rocketship, and a cool million dollars."
[Next panel, Calvin and Hobbes are inside their kitchen. Hobbes is munching on a sandwich.]
Hobbes: "I got my wish."



I desire a physical relationship, someone who screams their problems at me, a very long sleep, escape, a cat, a loft apartment without cockroaches in new york soho, and warmth or cold when i choose it.
Well i can get a cat eventually...



  Sunday, May 25, 2003
What do you desire?