Thursday, March 03, 2005
Thats a good idea hannah. Thanks for doing that ryan.
I care a lot about this group. You got me through Junior High and prepared me for highschool.
We've blogged and blogged and blogged it almost looks like there is nothing left to blog about.
This is not true. I think that you guys are some of my best friends but if i was having a spontaneous party You wouldn't be the people that i'd invite. I don't know why i just wouldn't think of inviting you right away.
It would be nice if i would but the times when i want to hang out with any of you, and believe me it's frequent, i always have to plan it. The times it isn't plane like me walking down to keswick and seeing some of you are even better then the planned events. Don't understand any of this. Nothing seems to really make sense. So 2 years ago i was in 8th grade. So secure with my insecurites. Now i'm more insecure with my securites. Hope that can make sense.

8th grade Nate: Hair was growing out- i made that decision at the begining of 7th/end of 6th time. I needed to be a new person. 8th grade was the year that person was really born. I already knew melissa but we hung out more. By the end of the year she had be introduced to everyone more or less.

9th: I could hang out with people without feeling like a burden by the end of it. In the begining i thought you all didn't like me still. I'll link a xanga entry latter.
10th: I love you all and we're growing apart *ouch*



  Wednesday, March 02, 2005
Maybe when all of the seniors split for the four winds we can use this to stay in touch.



Aiiya, tis very sad. Mainly it's because blogging has gone out of vogue/attention span. At one point I was still in the junior high, but I had better contact with everyone else through blogging than I do now in the same school without it. We used to kind of lean on eachother for support and use it as a major emotional outlet. Nowadays..it's an emotional outlet, but not the main one. I want to someday come back together, not for the sake of doing so but just because it's a really awesome group of people..I mean look at the characters at the top of the page..
we have personalities that are really distinct. Which is hard to get sometimes in a senior high school. I know several people that just blend together. I get their names mixed up. But I could never confuse aaron with ryan, kate with katie, marisa with alison, sage with nate...it's all impossible because we're all so COOL.
Websites everybody should accquaint themselves with:

www.watermanstudios.com

www.explodingdog.com

www.playgroundofdeath.com

www.strindbergandhelium.com

www.angryalien.com

www.whiteninjacomics.com

www.rathergood.com



  Tuesday, March 01, 2005
I updated a couple of the links. Didn't do a couple because I wasn't sure that it was appropriate to do so.

It doesn't seem too important that I did so, however. Not much occurs here. Plus, a lot of us have grown apart. I honestly do think it is a growing apart, though it is no less fortunate. But, everyone's growing, changing, turning into new folks. Pretty wild. But I guess part of that growing up is letting go of some folks. Who knows, maybe we'll all come back at some point. Personally, I don't feel a need to repair everything, or even a desire to. I haven't been too sociable of late. I'm not a person that likes big groups, even though my actions and behaviors may suggest otherwise.

This is the most I've said in a while on any of my blogs. Felt good.